The Bear and Avali
Look who's back, I know I've been really busy these days and I don't know how much I can unpack everything since the last blog. But I'll try my best to get this straight and such, and surely perhaps a long one.
The Starving Artist
Remember the time when I was doing some comics back in the day? Not anymore, I've completely burnout and never doing those things ever again. I'm simply starting to do some doodles and sketches for fun, doesn't mean I quit but I dial that shit down to what it really deserves for such labor. It wasn't meant to be obviously, and surely have do so.
I've stopped doing some practices because of my own sakes being utterly in turmoil and such, I do some art sparingly these days and it was really easy to do so. And no, I'm not looking for commissions at least. I'm not taking a course of multimedia arts.
Why leave neocities?
I don't know that either header, even though you are about like 4 dashes of minus symbols and it's beautiful. But the thing is that, I've said this in the last website update, is that real life demanded something more than what I bargained for and I don't find a reason to even update the site anymore. Things got busy obviously, but mine is... not all the time I guess. Bear Blog will be my spot that I will mostly be updating here to keep things in touch without ever touching a single html code for now on.
Neocities is a great hosting platform, but I think it's time to move on from this thing. It's been fun to make a website and looking at some other people's websites that are way beyond my own simplicity. But for now, It's not for me.
(For those who came from Neocities, have known me, and find this blog: Please! and with respect: Keep making cool stuffs! I wanted the indieweb to grow and thrive on its own, I've done my part for now and I encourage you to do so with patience and persistence! You can do it guys!)
Solo, and the Old School Renaissance
Remember the time when I used to play fate accelerated? Not anymore, I've actually evolved my own homestuck-inspired campaigned called "Offluck" (Four Kids in the Incisphere, but nothing is what it seems...); My second campaign is also in progress, just two characters and it was awesome. I've actually had more fun playing Solo Tabletop Roleplaying Games more than what video games has to offer to me (despite having to quit again and again from video games due to its hooks). I am definitely going to keep playing this for the rest of my life and will do so with commitment.
I've learned a lot more than what I could've expected.
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Speaking of life...
Graduation..?
I've been through some of my senior stuff, things felt a blur and I somewhat remember a ton of things happening on these past two years. Something that I will never know is the future and simply... my existence. Now I don't want to get that nihilism thing but, I think I learn a lot about myself and something about existence and reality stuff though, just that it's hard to get around things and such. Simply put: We may never know what happens after our life and reality itself. I find it as a comforting answer that I learn that we all make guesses such as the afterlife and something else, but one thing for sure is that we soon be together in the void; after all, we are made of atoms. Meanings and meaningless are just labels that we humans make in order to survive, it's a useful tool but I acknowledge now that it is and will be before I am gone to the void.
As for likely my uncertainty of graduation such, I think I'm likely going to go for information technology courses and such. It's rather less risky due to the side between computer science and multimedia arts (I swear...) having some issues as far as I can see; but even then I don't know the risk of IT as well, but I'm giving it a try anyway. Still have time to wait and things got a lot hectic these days, but for now, I'll never know.
So...
I can't tell the other things, it's been a lot since the last post in like... may (:Skull:). But I think there's always something to go with this blogging thing that I can always try for now on. But yeah, know these important things and whatever goes now is this time.
Oh yeah... chirp :3